My Feelings <3

i hear your voice even it's very far from here
i feel your warmth and it melts all these snows
you are the only person who makes me feel this symptoms
is this normal?i dont know
when the blue sky cries
you are the one who can wipe them off from me
when the blue sky screams
gently you take me by your hands and wrap me with your arms
your hug is my heaven
your kiss is my paradise
when you kissed me deeply i feel like im going to lost my soul
will you last forever with me?no one knows
i hope you are the one who last with me forever until the end of the world
in my vision there's only you
sitting and smiling
and saying "i love you"
oh,
when the world ends
i hope i still can hold your hand
and i hope the last person that i see before i die is you
i dont want anyone else
oh,
my tears are rolling right now
typing and staring on my laptop screen
i dont know why i miss you this bad
facebook and msn,even vampirefreaks not helping me
seeing my friends's photos with their lovers just make me miss you more than before
need to text you
but im afraid you wont reply them
dear barbie,what should i do?
i've never felt like this before
my exes have never made me into this kind of feeling
this feeling is so warm happy and gentle
oh,
it's raining im taking my raincoat and my umbrella
put on my shoes and run away out of my house
feeling the rain drops onto all surface of my skin
dear rain,clear my sins,clear my bad thoughts of him
and im wishing he's here--standing infront of me
and hug me until the blue sky stop cries

.JESSICART2009